dedication to JC...

its funny how far life can take you...
it started out plain and simple...
sometimes you think its really perhaps ONLY THAT SIMPLE...
every person has a dream, both big and small...
alot of people believe these dreams could become a reality...

yet sometimes...
they only remain a dream...

i was once a naive little young boy who had a dream...
and without really remembering when it all started...
i just recalled...
probably only 4 or 5 years after before it came true...

well relatively that is...

but knowing it existed was already enough for me...

and accepting more of what's the reality is the only way one can truly be happy...

its funny how life can both complicate and simplify things...
and with that said...

there's this one song i came across...
a "not so recent" one but...
its something that i find the best way to remember such memories even when the path had been lost...

"Never Had A Dream Come True"
by S Club 7 off the album Sunshine
(www.azlyrics.com)


Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be with you