Wednesday, March 30, 2005

*MU UPDATE** Flying With Wings!!

yehey!!

i'm already called a "W-I-N-G-E-R"...

yeah!!

it looks so much cool, and somehow in-game people show a little more respect to you..

i have also completed my guardian +12opt+luck set... only remains is to get my gaunts up to base level of +9 and i'll be wearing a complete set of +9+12+luck !!

and to accompany that... i finally got a "perfect" saint crossbow. as described by a Energy Elf named x3mbuffer in game... it's got a +12opt+skill+luck... hehehe...

also remains for me to put it up to +9...

hehehe...

i just love the way things go...
not to mention how depressed i was after my +7+8+luck gaunts failed while SOULing and JOLing..

Rainwillow played a part in me having the Wings...
while i got the actual Wings from ken$u...
the bow i got from x3mbuffer...
and all these were possible since milfuelle step in when i went online...
hehe... lucky charm !!!

hihihi... it seems my in-game name is so pleasing...

Phonezia...
hybrid elf...
very much a name dedicated to a certain person...

^_^

in time i'll be able to build my Dark Lord !!!!!

it's the single class i've longed to create...
it'll take about an estimated 350 hours of leveling up before i finally will get my hand on such a Class...

cant wait !!!

Top 11th!!


My god!! i was the tied at Top 11th in the ranking of all those 154 students who took the Epidemiology Exam!!

I can’t but wonder how I did it !!

Hahaha…

But one thing came to my mind when I saw this…

I did say once before I started this study in medicine, “I want and hope to get the highest in an exam if not a high score, at least before I chose to leave…”

And seemingly as how this was the second to the last exam for the entire year (excluding Diagnostics since it has no bearing on the final grade)… I think this was a relative good indication…

But I don’t know how to understand this…

Is it:

mission accomplished, time to move on…?

Or

Well done, be prepared to do more…?


My groupies always tell me, I think too much…
but it’s what I really am…
what I really prefer to do…

Finale – End of The Line

So yesterday, was the diagnostic exams…

Yes a dreaded 324 item exam divided into a 154 item morning exam and a 170 item exam in the afternoon.
It convered all topics of the entire first year EXCEPT Patient-Doctor I… which I don’t know why…

I thought, the day before, that it might be here that they’ll ask us to write down the UERMMMC hymm… since we weren’t able to during PD-final exams…

Anyhow, I should have reviewed better those reviewers Mami Leony and Sir Mike made…
I may gotten more points…

Maybe I was consumed by the fact it’s nothing really but an assessment of one’s performance or retention of the information imparted by the academe to the 1st year students…
And that it isn’t going to bar you from being promoted to 2nd year…

And maybe another would be…*read on*

Hmmm…

Anyway, 2nd sem modules done. Didn’t get my name into the list of those to take completion or removal exams… so we can now safely assume, I passed…

What a great year. I was able to survive an entire year… with a constant grade of 80s…
It’s not that high but well enough to say that at least I CAN REST now during the vacation…

However, it’s finally time for me to make the ultimate decision…
I was given 1 year to assess… and now… that time had expired…
The decision/choice I have to choose…

Will I still be here next year? Will I be able to survive in case I go on further??
I don’t really know what criteria I have to assess…
I’ve prayed hard for certain indications or “signs” of my possibly best choice…
But it seemed I’ve not gotten any… or I may have been too naïve to have noticed?

I’ll miss a lot when I chose to go…
I’ll wonder forever if I did the right thing if I didn’t…


My cousin’s graduating, everyone’s so excited. She can now be proudly called with a title of M.D. attached to her name… (the board exams wouldn’t be too hard for her anyways…)

Is that what I also want? What I AM to end up with? Or something else… it need not be better… just right…

*sigh* we’ll see… I’ve got a month or so…

A Belated Gift...

Well, i was finally able to give the one i've been trying so hard to put together at the last day of the repro module exams…

Well, it wasn’t really complete in all and some may have problems but I just hoped she liked it… (and she actually did…!!)

Hehehe…

It’s to see her smile like that again…

I just hope it’ll ease her burden in studying for these upcoming exams…

But at any case… a success…

I’ve got to give thanks to people… hihi…

It's been a while...

it's been past a month since my last post...

hmm..

i was dwelling too much in trying not to fail...

after my performance in GIT module...

but all that seems to have paid off well...

at least i know that is...

^_^


i'll be posting different updates of what transpired this month. only key events that are of significance i guess... well to me...
Like an endless flow in the river... i am always in thought...
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