Ah... i can breathe...

asphyxiation due to my performance in GIT performance has been lifted...

some people may not had been proud of their grades but,
hell it sure beats failing!!!!

i got a 3.0 yes..

that's not all too good but hey, at least that's out of my problems.

last to worry about would be repro module...
and if so... a little of endo.

but renal? definitely pass...


ahh... 3 day long weekend as well...

breathe...

however, next week... toxic again...


damn, that first major case for repro is long!!

cutting loose ends..

today i get to think
what's in, i seek

some were done
other left hanging
for the time being

mind is wanning
time's a fading
im in losing
but still fighting

last one to go
last month to hoe
last i can show
then cutting lose ends
letting it all go

5 years toiled
all will be soiled
traded for unknown
to hum an new tone

i had privelege
i had tutelege
now all sacrilege

right or wrong
i dont know...

the last stretch...

so today we ended up with the last case for the 2nd to the last module of our first year here in med school...

one last... reproductive system module... then we're set for the diagnostic exam... then after...

SUMMER BREAK!!

yes...

but to rejoice is not a good thought as of this moment yet...

first, we have to worry about the GIT module grade... to be released in the next few days...

also, Reproductive module (as mistaken by everybody) is not an EASY topic to study about...

Even our lovable Dr. Tom told us that it's,
" One of the hardest modules, because of the detail in it... not to mention its divided into two! ; male and female."

however, as we got through neuro and musculo module... so too i think we'll be able to get through repro...

in time,
we'll see...

boredom can have ill effects to people at times... 

yes... boredom can be funny!! 

and yes... bored still... 

the few thing you can do when bored in lab... 

6 girls of our group with Doc Tom... 

The valentin mystery....

so too i told a friend
so too i asked a friend
now or on the next
when should you see best?

Anytime was the key
make sure to answer well
not your whim, just tell

so too came the day
didnt know what to say
should i do, should i not?
wait! she's gone
great, not done..

"just let it be,
time flows endlessly"
another chance would come
hazards all around..
be careful, spot it as it calms.

i told a friend
i smiled at a friend
i said it would be the last
why? they always ask...

no answers will suffice
dont tell her, but in time

im not going further,
leave her in peace
not want to torment her
maybe i did just more than ease

i am the problem
there's no well in me
tried i have
but my father... is in me...

better i have known
find ways to get it thrown
but no, it will stay
every singe day...

valentin realized
last deed to do..
really, i dont want to let go..
hope you continue to grow..

thank you, you made me glow...

Not so special Valentine

Just passed was Valentines day...

it sad to note that i wasnt able to do anything SPECIAL...

just chocolates...
yes, a small pack of chocolates...
to my groupmates...
my friends...
other classmates...

i was thinking of,"something small, but great in thought"

besides, that chocolate was supposedly good!!
well... for my taste actually...hope the others liked it as well...

hmmm..

it seems harder than i expected...i just hope i get it before the end of the school year...
and be able to give it...

and yes...
flowers would be nice too...

Confidence is bad...

renal module over, i will definitely pass...
im expecting!!

my only problem now is GIT...
(ho hum...)

oh well...

currently at second week of Endo module...

bad score on first exam!!!
(but i actually passed... with 1 point above the mpl... crap)

freakin possibility of wrong checking due to "stop-gap" measures on cheating...

yey... why do i always get the "OTHER SET" in exams... that's WHEREVER i sit...

crap...


what's the thing with my confidence?? when i fell CONFIDENT regarding my performance in test or other stuff, i end up with Failures...
but when i feel like i have done nothing right it always ends up good...

and people ask my why im a pessimist...

it seems all those POSITIVE thoughts had done nothing to me...

yes... all these freakin years...

Nephrologic Toxicity coming to its end...

The Final week of the nephrologic toxicity is almost over...

after the first long, final tutorials, dreaded practicals... at last...

only epidemiology and physiology lab exam is what remains for the week...

however, i am not so happy to see this module's end... why?

because for the last 2 modules of the year.. we're having a GREAT tutor...

yes...

a very GREAT one indeed...

extracting information regarding this tutor from "survivors" always generates laughter...
at our group's potential demise...

not really much of a demise, but rather... a test for survial and adaptation... as all other groups are faced in each time a new Tutor is assigned for the next modules...


it seems my "habits" and "practices" wont work for this tutor...

i can but wish for a miracle...

*sigh*


lastly,
adding insult to injury...

just got a look at my Tutorial quiz score yesterday and well... 2 pts. below the MPL...

great... i failed every single written exam possible for the GIT module...

was it because i really didnt study?!?!
because of a Christmas vacation lagg??
too much play??

or simply... not up to the difficulty level of the module...

i dont really know...

i dont intend to look into it anytime soon...


i just wish for all these to quickly end and have a "LONG, unwinding, FUN! " summer vacation...

stressed on the LONG and FUN part...