Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Less than 14 days left... then more...

so it seems it's less than 14 days left then im back again to the path of hell...

yes... back to sleepless nights... back to dreaded exams... back to rushes... back to crams...

haaayyy....

this summer had me doin alot of duties... and well, my hobbies had even been compromised...

wish this break could be longer... if not started and ended without any worries...

probably that's only thing i've been given this break...

more pain... less fun...

oh great...

anyway,

probably one of the things i will remember from this summer is a birthdate...

belated happy birthday, JC!!

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Reflection of a Dark Side?!?!

i took this test found on a friend's blogg page...

and the timing was right after my "series of unfortunate events" in playing MU...

just great...

sooo great...

so what else is new??

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Low
Level 2 (Lustful)Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Low
Level 7 (Violent)High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Moderate


Take the Dante's Divine Comedy Inferno Test

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

dedication to JC...

its funny how far life can take you...
it started out plain and simple...
sometimes you think its really perhaps ONLY THAT SIMPLE...
every person has a dream, both big and small...
alot of people believe these dreams could become a reality...


yet sometimes...
they only remain a dream...

i was once a naive little young boy who had a dream...
and without really remembering when it all started...
i just recalled...
probably only 4 or 5 years after before it came true...

well relatively that is...

but knowing it existed was already enough for me...

and accepting more of what's the reality is the only way one can truly be happy...

its funny how life can both complicate and simplify things...
and with that said...

there's this one song i came across...
a "not so recent" one but...

its something that i find the best way to remember such memories even when the path had been lost...

"Never Had A Dream Come True"
by S Club 7 off the album Sunshine

(www.azlyrics.com)


Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be with you
Like an endless flow in the river... i am always in thought...
Goo Goo Dolls Lyrics
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