After the dreaded long weeks...

1st Degree Burns...

ok. so GIT module is over...

i know... the question of all.. how was it??

well...

i got the lowest practical exam grade ever of my entire (so far...) med student career...

8.5 pts. away from the passing...

i failed in the first long exam...

7 pts. away from the passing...

i failed in the second long exam...

6 pts. away from the passing...

(see i trend?!?)

damnit!! i too am assuming i didnt pass my tutorial quizes and correlate quizes (if i did, bordeline maybe...)


so... what next?? i dont want of course to take a DA... neither a red 5.0... but i cant help it...

i think it is time now to fulfill my part of the trade...

(before i went to med school, i made a promise i will try my best... but when i fail but once... i'm quittin...)

why? im not a quitter. first year is the fundamentals, if you cant get the fundamentals then what more in the higher years?!?


2nd Degree Burns...

just this monday was the epidemiology exam... the 2nd time...

i will not say i came prepared but at least i know more than my 1st exam..

result?? i really seem to suck in all these... it seems those related to mathematics without the advent use of memory is my skill... yes... and it seems worthless even here...

again... another failure...

im good at that it seems...


3rd degree burns...

just great...

im the moderator for case 2 of renal...

have i prepared?? hmm... let's see...

it's a continuation of the 1st case.
i wasnt able to study well for the 1st case.

now im not in the mood of reading after "discovering" my GIT module performance...
i just want to play and play and play and play... to try but forget my so called...

"pathethicsm"


tormented soul...


i just found out how difficult it is to do "layouting" for the school paper...
especially since i have never EVER done that in my life...

i am opting to skip writing articles if i have to do alot of this...

but i want to at least be able to share few articles i had in mind at least before i leave...

hopefully, it'll be a "leveled" article... the last thing i want is people spitting at my work...




stagnant pain...

in the end...
i come to realize... i am not so different to others.. yet... knowing "my potentials"... i may be better.. but knowing better "my limitations"... i can just but wonder... how long will i last?? how long till i realize??

*sigh*

i had my haircut...

1st of the last 2 before we end our first year in med...

i will miss my long hair...






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